For the last 2 ½ years Justin’s been the only person I’ve told everything to, he was there when my parents divorce started happening he was there when my grandpa passed and he was there for me through thick and thin. He use to pick me up where I was and calm me down when I was upset, and he always knew how to make things better. I never saw the day coming that I would think we’d break up and honestly I feel like I can’t breathe, it’s just really hard for me to face the fact that we aren’t dating anymore because he’s literally my bestfriend he was there for me through a lot of things and even if I was mad at him he could still always put a smile on my face some how.. And now I just feel so broken and I don’t know what to do right now because when you spend 2 ½ years with someone it’s really hard to just move on and forget and literally no one is helping me you can always tell oh it’ll get better but right now I don’t feel better. And I don’t think I will for a long time because the only person who’s ever really been able to calm me down when I’m this upset is Justin but this time he can’t make it better.
You have all these plans and once you find someone you just know that they’re the one you want to be in that picture. So you start to make all these plans together and one day everything just changes but once they leave it just destroys everything you’ve had planned out with each other for last few years. When they leave they take a piece of you with them and it’s hard to face reality, because you had so many plans together, you saw a future together you both did but than everything just changes and you’re just with the “if only”. You try to constantly remind yourself it wasn’t your fault but deep down you will feel like it was even if it wasn’t.
Sometimes having your boyfriend and your best friend wrapped into one isn’t always a good idea because once you loose them you loose your best friend at the same time
Trying to figure out if you were acting shady because you were with that one person I don’t like and you don’t wanna tell me.
PSA: if you smoke marijuana, please tell your anesthesia team.
They’re not going to rat you out. They’re going to adjust your anesthesia dosage so you don’t WAKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF SURGERY.
Some anesthesiologists will refuse to put you under if you’ve smoked cannabis within the past 24 hours – and let’s be clear, this is NOT because they’re morally against it – it’s because THC and anesthetic react in unpredictable ways and waking up in the middle of surgery is slightly less of a concern than SLIPPING INTO A COMA OR DYING.
So there’s that.
Yes, this too. Should have included this. It just wasn’t on my mind when I made the original post because my mind was full of NOPE NOPE NOPE after, you guessed it, one of my patients woke up in the middle of her surgery because she didn’t tell her anesthesia team she used marijuana.
well shit i’ll file this random facts i never knew but will never forget now, so thank you, section!
A lady and her
hellspawnchild come into my thrift store the other day, and theytear apartbrowse the children’s books section.As they’re
making a messshopping, I ask them if I can help them find anything in particular. She says no, and continues to look at the fiction while herhorrid little bratwonderful little blessingleaves 20-30 books scattered on the floorconsiders his reading options.They pick a book or two, bring it up to the counter, leaving their paperback trail behind them.
“Are you all set then?” I asked with a smile.
“Yes, I think that’s it.” she says.
“Ok…I’ll just clean up your mess first.” I say politely, with anything but polite intent.
…and I leave them at the counter, while I pick up each book, check to make sure it belongs in the children’s section, and re-shelve it.
About three books in, she comes over and apologises, and starts helping put the books back. I almost feel that I got through to her.
(Source: redd.it, via pettyrevenge)
